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y0u gave me the l0ve i needed` budd left me wif a br0kenn <3
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l0ve ishh a big illusi0n ``i shld try t0 f0rget.
All about me
Nick: Shuhui Aka Feimei ... -
Im Single!``..
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Im 17 dis yr..
I Love``
Friends, Family..
Food!!
playing computer games
Tennis
I Hate
Backstabber
Bullies
I Wish ..
Succeed in Life and To Love..,,
weee!`
Heys... it's another long time since i come online le...
so long i didnt update my blog...
i felt quite miserable when i get back my MT result...
i thought i can reach my target...
but to my disappointment, i didnt...
i thought of retaking but i am afraid that i will not be able to do as well... maybe get back the same result or worse... (like a waste of money)...
Through experience from other friends... think that end of year de can do better...
though i may feel disappointed, but i have a strong feeling that God is comforting me...
i felt a great relieve..
But some other thing happened...
there's this one time when i messaged a friend of mine...
i msged something which i think will hurt him...
becoz when i was typing this msg...
i felt that i have done wrong... i myself feels the hurt there too...
i hesitated... thinking whether to sent him or not??
then... my fingers pressed on it... and there the msg goes... to his hp...
at that moment i a bit regreted...
i sent him this msg becoz i was angry...
he replied and i know that is the end of me...
after he replied i cried...
i felt so confused...
i have no idea what i am doing that had lead me to this ending...
how come this will happen to me??
what am i thinking at that time...
i am so confused...
now i have to depend on myself and the help of my friends and my teachers...
i do not know how to face him...
i wanted to apologise but the words just cant come out of my mouth...
my mouth is just so stubborn...
i used to say sorry to him very often... but just this time i don know why...
Having those times with him will never be forgotten...
the way he encourages me...
the way he sent me to hell... (tonnes and tonnes of homework, scoldings, etc...)
the way we joke together...
the way we played together...
the way we really do silly, stupid and idiotic things together...
the names given to me every months...
the days when we went out together...
etc, etc, etc, etc.......................................................
Will never be forgotten... :)
We have not talked for a long time since the day i msg him...
regreted and feeling remorseful...
Hoping that we can talk to each other again...
but i think is just my wishful thinking...
haiz...
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